moments of heaven on earth

OH.MY.FARKING.GOD!
BEST Grey's episode ever!!!!



no doubt i cried buckets watching this ending

one shouldn't feel for a serial killer who slits his knife thru 5 young woman throat just because he wanted to know how it would felt
but Meredith being all dark and twisty inside decide dat even such person should deserve a little degree of compassion
dat's why she show up at his execution
it's touching to see how scare he was when death is imminent
how he wanted to see at least one face dat isn't filled with hate n rage for wat he had done

and miracle indeed for the little boy
and Bailey, how she crossed the line for this one patient
makes you question yourself, how far would you go for your patient?

the look in Christina face when Derek came knocking at her door telling her Meredith needs her
the moment she realise dat how silly and how long the fight has been dragging on
who r they kidding themselves?
Derek is right, they both need each other to freak about something happening in their life
for her, dating McArmy
so she set aside her pride and be there for her bestfriend when she needed her the most
just what a true friend would do

as for Mcdreamy, i have nothing but admiration and totally CINTA for you!
he didn't get why Meredith went to William execution, heck he loathes William's ilk but he showed up outside of prison for her
and when he knows he can't be everything for her
he went to get the one person Meredith need, her best friend
now, dat's a keeper

reminds me of one person who did the same thing for me once
to this person, just know i really appreciate wat u did
altough i rarely shows such appreciation of those little things you ever shows me

i leave you with my fav quote from the episode

Meredith: "I know it feels wrong, it feels wrong on so many levels I can't even count them but there are no case in any medical books that tells you how to deal with this kind of situation"

reach out the hand

never let go

hiatus

dat was the last of Grey's for 2008
no more new epi until Jan 8th
which is fine
i have exam n winter break to fill in the time
so no worries about missing the juicy actions while on the road

all the Seattle guys seems to be oh so suweeet these days
even bad ass Alex n manwhore McSteamy
but hey, McSteamy is a man afterall
u wouldn't think he can say no to Little Grey, wouldn't u?
not when she's begging him with "teach me teach me" speech
and Alex declaring he loves Izzie and sticking by her no matter wat?
u would think the cat will grow horns before the day finally come
*snickers*

just the right dose of the right drug

as if they know i'm supposed to focus every fiber of my being into tomorrow's exam
they decided to rerun the season premier tonite
so no new Grey's drama to perk up my day
ok, now i sounds so pathetic for having to rely on the tube to make my life interesting n meaningful
*sigh*

but just to keep me tuned up for next week...



haha
so chute la Denny marah at Alex like dat
but u're dead n dead man can do nothing

magical world

best Grey's episode ever! well, so far la~



apparently there's this world where docs are happy n patients are nice
n it's called dermatology department


"n i like saying her name" LMAO



there's no yelling, no case stealing, no mocking
everybody just rubs each other n loves lotion n warmth
ouh, n pour fruity drinks too



hey, maybe i should be a dermatologist instead of hardcore surgeon
so i die of boredom, at least i die as happy glowy ppl n great skin too
wat u think?

something to dream about

Grey's is back!!!!
my Thursday won't be lifeless nite no more
McDreamy, McSteamy and McArmy?
2 hrs of Seattle Grace is therapeutic
esp this lil scene of old Mer n Yang

my fav scene of the nite when Izzie shows Denny her gorgeous dress *dreamy*

can't wait

*huge grin*

dead TV

disclaimer: the following post contain spoiler for the latest season available for TV series esp to ppl without the wonders of torrent. reader's discretion is advised

so finally every series i followed come to season finale this week
how la i'm gonna survive for the next 4 months awaiting for them to come back?
*sigh*

America's Next Top Model

so tis 'enhanced' girl won this round, making it a question of is America going for a revolution in it's model size? even France starting a ban on too skinny model. personally i would love for Anya to win despite her weirdo accent because i dun think Whitney deserve it (it got nothing to do with her extra assets, in fact i'm jealous of it!), she doesn't show any potential except for the last battle and sadly, Anya seems to lose it at the end

CSI:Crime Scene Investigation

dah happy ending elok2 alas that mamat was shot dead....easy way to kill off a character i'd say

CSI New York

After the killer cabbie was nabbed, now Detective Mac Taylor played the role of tipah tertipu and got kidnapped *gasps* n they let it hanging there!!!! erghhhhh suspenso betui~ luckily it's not Detective Flack *swoon*

Smallville

As usual the ending is inconclusive but hey, Brainiac is gone for good *yeay* or does he? n Lana left Clark *again!* saying dat altough she need him, the world need him more...wat a load of crap la and Jimmy propose to Chloe *auwww~ so sweet* and Lex finally knows Clark's secret n self appointed himself to be the saviour of mankind *yeah rite!* n go on to destroy Clark and then abessss...wait for next season yer~

Ugly Betty

Wilhemina back n Daniel get rooted out and go membawa diri wit his newfound out of wedlock son from France. Henry also back n proposed to Betty while at the same time Gio (betul ke eja name mamat nih?) wanna take Betty to Rome for a month for their 1st date. So Betty, which is it? psttt...i definitely go Rome with Gio since Daniel paid for 1st class air ticket n 5 star hotel but Rome Betty Rome! what is Tuscan dessert compared to Rome? p/s: last scene show Betty heret her luggage but doesn't says where she's going so again, wait for next season to commence la yer erghhh!

Desperate Housewives

Ok, after all the drama n everything, fast forward 5 yrs...Gabby has 2 daughters n no longer look glam. Bree is back with Orson and Susan is kissing a dashing young man dat look nothing like Mike Delfino! damn it, another 4 months!!!

House

Amber died, Wilson crushed, No 13 tested positive for Huntington's and House almost die trying to remember...I just hope House is watchable next season, getting drier n drier

The Tudors

Still think got few more episodes for this season but now it has come to the point where Anne about to be replaced with the wife no 3, Jane Seymour who will give the King the son he crave for *anxious*

Private Practice

No new episode after writer's strike. I do hope they came up with new season this Fall. I love Addison n the quack Dr Pete thehehe. Luckily she make an appearance in Grey's few weeks back

Heroes

Also no new episode after writer's strike but for sure it'll come back this Fall *crossing fingers*

last but not least *mane boley x include my fav show u'ols*
Grey's Anatomy

O'Malley with Lexie kah next season? Alex n Izzie seems to be heading the same road too but it's heartbreaking to see Alex break down like dat n Izzie should know better not to cave in to Alex in his lowest point. Yang finally getting down with the get down~ Callie n Erica? bet it gonna draw in guys for the hot girl on girl actions next season and it's heartwarming to see McSteamy turning a new leaf but i sense he's not gonna be around for long (aaaaa...dun la, no fun if McSteamy not around). Glad dat Bailey is back with Tucker. YEAYNESS to Mer n Derek! finally! finally! I got so sick of doe eye Rose alreadi but can't help to pity her for being the rebound girl..now, Sheppard can go back to being McDreamy instead of McJerky, i heart! can't wait for wat's next season ah drama drama, u'll nvr know the twist~



aiyoh! 4 months is so long away~

manwhores in elevator scene

Mark: "......I'm a whore"
Derek: "I slept with her... and the whole time I was thinking of Meredith... who's the whore?"

erghhhhh next week seems like eternity!!!!!!!

seriously?!

i can see sumbody *cough* mayb more *cough* MISS my leave of absence
how suweeet lah u'ol

i was away for a whole week?
7 days without any post?
OMFG!!!

see how cardiorespi turn my life upside down?
this is why i hate this course
i was never good at it
i didn't get it the first time around n i still dun get it this second time around
*duhhhhh*
seriusly i have issue with cardio n anything related to it!
rest assure cardiologist wouldn't have me as their colleague, ever!

nvrmind la, exam alreadi over n i dun wan to talk about it
just hope that i pass so i can go back this summer n go joli-joli-ing
*berangan mode*

ouh, look wat i found in FutureShop today



ngeeeeeeee~
lalala....so happy
now, all i need is season 1 n then my collection will be complete...for now
*big big grin*

shades of grey

tadaaaaaa!
1st for my GA collection



dalilah da very lykeeeeee~
tonite sure can sleep soundly
*padahal tiap2 mlm pon tido mati x sedar*
can't wait for the next new epi in April now dat the strike is over!
1 down, 2 more to go
*hint hint*

it's not about the sex

Meredith: And it's not about the sex. It's not... about the sex. It's about that moment afterward... when the world stops. It just feels so safe, so safe. I'm not ready to give that up. I'm not ready to give that up.

then, don't.give that up, YET

a-dick-ted

Meredith mentioned sumthing about addiction last nite
and i qoute
" In the hospital, we see addiction everyday. It's shocking how many kind of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it's just drugs, booze or cigarette. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often things that start out as just normal part of your life cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away "
" The thing about addiction is it never ends well. Because eventually whatever it is that was getting us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt. Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom. But how do you know when you are there? Because no matter how badly the thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse "
oh how true
Deborah Chan says
n i qoute
" See, here’s the thing: anything can be addictive. And it’s not always easy to spot when something slips down that slippery slope from experiment to habit to addiction. Derek and Meredith thought they’d ended it. Cold turkey. White knuckle. Over. So over. Well, it wasn’t totally over. There was a bit of a hang-over. A little no-strings-attached sex. Just for old times sake. No harm, no foul. But the thing is, there is harm. Derek doesn’t like it. He wants to talk. He wants to sleep over. He wants lunch, with the woman he loved, or loves, or has some impossible to define love related interaction with. He’s settling for just the sex, cause that’s all she’s willing to indulge. But that’s only hurting him. It’s just enough of the drug to keep him hooked. Never enough to satisfy him, only enough to make him want more. And he knows. He knows he’s got a problem, but he can’t walk away "
poor Derek~
p/s:the rest of Deborah Chan's piece of mind is here

not imposibble

by now u guys probably concluded dat i'm a kipas-susah-mati of grey's anatomy alreadi
never thought how much of diehard fan i am
until they put up sort of preview last week
n watching all the cast was so comforting n exciting
i nearly cum
haha
i know it sounds so pathetic but....
i really do miss grey's
but it's coming back tis thursday!
4 more days to go
x sabarnyerrrrr!!!!!
*jumping up n down*
*hysterically screaming*
read:dalilah sgt terujaaaaa
grey's so make my day
*high on grey's*
nway, tis clip is hilarious..
seriesly....
enjoy!

iTunes

omg!
omg!
OMG!
musics from grey's rocks da world of me
*hysterical screams*
the latest one didn't disappoint either
enjoy!
p/s:it comes with snippets of what's to come in season 4
season 4 is like next week only
can't hardly wait!!!!
*hysterical screams*

dark n twisty

"For extra credit, Mrs. Snyder used to make us act out all the parts. Sal Scafarillo was Romeo. As fate would have it, I was Juliet. Most of the girls were green with envy. I wasn't. I told Ms. Snyder that Juliet was an idiot. For one thing, she falls for the one guy she knows she can't have... Everyone thinks it's so romantic: Romeo and Juliet, true love... how sad. If Juliet was stupid enough to fall for the enemy, drink a bottle of poison, and go to sleep in a mausoleum, then she deserved everything she got."
-MEREDITH -

such a hopeless romantic =)